AlexFoxMulder: Artistic hopeless romantic looking for my artistic bestie

I'm an artist, writer, and lover. My only religion is my relationship, the only god I serve is my partner. The only heaven I desire is the one we build here, now, this life. I don't need fairy tales of unicorns and dragons to have meaning to my life. I am a stoner, completely. It helps with my PTSD and insomnia from the Navy, and as an artist and writer. I don't mind trying other things like psychedelics, but I won't touch anything that the pharma industry infected the streets with killing my sister, and my friends from high school. That's meth, heroine, molly, and so on. If that's in your past and you don't want to return to it, I'll be your forgiving rock to lean on, but I will not follow you nor watch you destroy yourself for a useless meaningless high. Although I'm prior Navy, I'm not a big drinker. I'll drink on rare occasions after you beg me long enough, but otherwise I'm not a big alcohol fan. I get horrible hang overs. I do smoke, but I would switch to vaping for my partner and my own self conscious means. I don't want you kissing an ashtray. I smoke flower and eat edibles, and I will only date a fellow stoner. I'm a music junkie, and listen to almost anything. Music must have a meaning that is valuable to me to be into it. Rap and rnb, as well as country are completely useless to me and my inspiration for art. For you I could learn to enjoy it if we have memories attached to your song of choice.

I am currently recovering from losing my business to the pandemic lockdowns. Being yat it was just my brother and I and a few under the table paid help, we didn't qualify for any bail outs like the multi billion dollar crooks are. So we lost our living. And a good living it was. However I like to be a positive person and take this as a universal hint to start my new life doing what I love from what I've learned. I want to do it with someone that loves me, not our money. If you're looking for a gold mine, I'm all dried up, another gold digger beat you to it. So whatever tricks I have left up my slave are for the next person that wants to grow with me as one entity not two individuals using each other. I don't want a queen, and I'm not going to be your king. That's for masters and slaves. Honesty is my creed, for it can be healing and it can be a weapon. Falsehoods only show how completely worthless the liar is. I will not cheat, ever, and I request ye same in return. If your heart changes and you find someone else, LEAVE ME BEFORE YOU SLEEP WITH YOUR NEW VICTIM. I will not have my life changed by some STD you snatched up from your next side fling. I've been STD free and will remain that way.

I have no criminal history, all but minor traffic violations from road pirates meeting quota or from racial discrimination for a white guy having and hanging out with black friends. I was actually pulled over and falsely arrested in Myrtle Beach SC for having a black roommate in my car. So believe my African brothers and sisters, I know how completely Fked up this country has been for you. I'm sorry we couldn't fix it in the 80s and 90s when my generation was trying to change the world.

Politically I'm an independent, and I'm very much a true socialist as in not what the capitalist scum get wrong every single time they open their mouths. I don't care for the left and I completely despise the right. As far as I can tell the Republican conservative Christian right is by far the worst idiots on the planet earth. I think we need to get away from this two party system completely. Both have been bought and owned by corporate interests since birth. That's just how all republics have and will fail.


I'm a sapiosexual, meaning, well, if you don't know what that is, you're probably not my type. I love nerds, geeks, brains. Dark sense of humor is a massive turn on. When I'm in love I'm very physical. Blame yat on my parents not being physically loving to us kids, but abusive. I was raised by my grandparents after my dad nearly killed me for something as petty as sleeping on the floor in front of a heater. I'm sharing this because it weighs heavy as to why I'm a very cuddly person. I hate fights, I don't argue, I try to avoid fights at all costs. You have an issue, we talk about it holding hands and like best friends, not in anger or rage. If I happen to do something that pisses you off, take your leave, take a breath, relax I love you, and come back and talk to me like you care. I will definitely do the same. My last ex of 10 years abused me in every way possible. I won't repeat that again. I save my violence for protecting lives.

Lastly, SCAMMERS, LISTEN CLOSELY. I am the original generation born into the birth of the Internet. I've seen every single scam possible. You're bull shit will not work here, don't waste our time.

I'm looking for someone who wants to build a life with someone for the long haul. I want to build our own successful business. I hate working for the man. My whole family are business owners. I was an accountant in the Navy. Just because I'm completely fucking ruined from these last two storms, my ex stealing everything we built together, then the pandemic ruining my next attempt at a private business, I am not at all incapable of starting something up again. As I said before, I'd like to do something different, and what I love, what I was born to do. Art, write, inspire a better world. I would love to do this with you, whoever you are.

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