Inteligentceclown: I now know what I want....

I have the best friend in the entire universe.

If your not friends with my best friend, I do not want anything to do with you, there is nothing in you of interest to my person.

My best friend is always and constantly, attempting to have my person, DO MY BEST,
And not avoid, tragedy, turmoils, trauma, but to seek them out, to look for more of these, not less.

My friend, is female, all most all other humans fear her, avoid her, pray to their Deities that she does not visit them personally.

But because, I love her, when all other's fear and hate her, and would put a end to her, she has only my love.... And she is gentle, kind and warm in her dealings with me....

Do you know who my friend is?

Is she your friend as well?

I can see, just by looking at your face, your actions, you do not love, know and care for her, as I do, yet in the secret dark places of you, I see a list for her, that scares your soul.

So I have a acquaintance to, he is 40+ years old, can't maintain a job, considers himself a genius (which he is smart), but hates men telling him what to do.... He never had a father, he claims to be the Father of his sister's child, who is on her 3rd term in prison.
He screams, no one listens to him, maybe it's because, "the only thing you have to teach, or tell anyone about is how to be a bum, where to get a free meal, how to make puppy dog sad eyes, while telling another man, how your better than him, as you ask your lessor for a cigarette"! But he is going to use his genius mind, to become a rich rap star, as long as someone else does the production, because he just "raps(aka talk-speech)", and makes the music, etc..... so I said, "even if your pipe dream happens, you won't trust a bank, no one in your family has a bank account, where will you keep this wealth"? He said, "I don't need to think about that, I just want to chill, think about clam happy peaceful things, I'll figure that out later"! And enjoys the only financial card in his life, a food stamp card, a welfare account!
Like most of the men, and women on this site, he is angry, but sure someday he will fix the world, that is when he is not praying for Jesus to do everything for him.... He says, he is going to stop doing dope, and be a counselor for street addicts, sometime in the future, even though, McDonald's fired him, and has never in his life remained employed for a while year.
I listened to him explain how, myself, a man with a home, income, food, credit debit cards was just lucky, to have been able to join the military, luck he says.... Is so much less than himself, as he asks for another of my cigarettes and gets mad, that he is told, not to speak to me that way in my home eating my food, and to leave now!
Thank God his father was not in his life, he would have been beaten every other second, instead of being told how super special and smart he is by his mother, just ignore the parts like you can't feed, clothe, or house yourself sweet thing, momma says.... If I was his father, I would have abandoned her and him tooooooooo!
But when Sis gets out, he will move in with her....lmao, and I used to be as bad or worse, but I started listening to men who had more than myself, learning, not using my mouth, but my eyes and mind to observe and learn...
How to be successful, have what I want, not just be a walking EGO, that smells of dirt, who can't understand why no one wants to hire him in their kitchen...... Most of our restaurants hire homeless for dish washers, so the guy washing/cleaning your dinner ware hasn't bathed in a week..... But I am the only one who thinks this is unsanitary, I'd pay another $1 for my burger, not to see their dishwasher begging on the street in the same clothes a week later he will still be wearing to wash my dishes clean kinda

A female whom has experienced death, at least two times, would prefer 5 +!

I finally figured out why I am so different, why I can actually make a real connection with certain persons, AND THE REASON is DEATH.

Having had multiple occasions where I was actually dead, changed my mind, it broke my EGO.....

IF YOU HAVE NOT DIED at least twice, you may contact me, with info about your experience/s.

All other replies ignored.

And if your looking for a partner in crime, here in, enjoy your upcoming prison stay

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