ForgottenScartissue93: Loyal like a lost puppy. Wish i was wanted .abandoned2 years


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About Me:
Mental health awareness.
savant autistic for machines, engines car/truck/train/plane Adhd disorganized, ocd (minor) cptsd, dysthymia (major depression), Boarderline personality disorder, dyslexia, sa
Never had a stable childhood, from physically abusive mother who put me in a coma for over 300days( I don't know all the info) missed 180days of grade 6.
Neglectful fosterparents.
Forced to starve most days. I got dinner when my mom decided to come home and make food. (Honestly I don't even remember eating anything but pizza from "twice the deal pizza 1500 weber st. E
Moved there when I was 8 after mom got drunk and tried to kill me but beaten by her boyfriend instead and so she got a no contact order but he kept showing up for me (because my mom constantly beat me bloody truly wanted me dead. When i was 16 and tried to reconnect with my mom she has literally told me to "leave me alone and just fucking die" she left me in a snow bank on her way back from hospital.. less then a couple days old so my mom finally beat me so bad i was comatose for over (Baby brothers[aug15/2000] dad[aug 15 1960] never met his Son, died Aug 2004.
Working memory 18th percentile.
Problem solving 87th percentile.
Every
Holiday
Hurts
Dosnt almost every movie include a family.........
Every holiday is FOR family...
I WISH SOMEONE WANTED ME.
Reminder
Worthless
My Ideal Match:
I have wanted to provide her with the ability for her own career. I have always wanted to be a stay at home father
I don't know how to cook any special or regional dishes. But I can bake a flakey pastry with a recipe.
I barely injest anything more then 1000calories a day..
Being starved and beaten or completely isolated and neglected for 7 days by single mom who would just meet a guy at the bar and dissappear and only comeback to get drugs and the dealer reminds her I exist... for the first 10years of my life..
I'm unable to make friends who can understand my social problems. I was basically called a liar anytime I mentioned pain or discomfort. (Broken collarbone never saw a doctor until over a year later when children's aid sent me to live with a new foster parent. my mother went back to exotic dancing when I was only a few months old, leaving me alone in my crib at home, neighbor didn't even know my mom had a child, but found i existed after paying my mom for sex and she needed money for hard drugs.(gave her an temple anysursm in 2009 and the hospital contacted me as next of kin.... meanwhile our family doctor Aparentlly she came in picking at her skin with a sore throat November 22 1993, blood work showed she was pregnant. I was born Dec 31...
I was left home alone before a year old while mother went stripping and dancing and "working" for drug money and only come home wasted drunk with a different guy laughing and falling down.... meanwhile my father was never around becsuse he cheated on his woman, denied being my father until court order DNA . And 100%match and financial support went to my mother for her drugs... when I was 13 I randomly got taken to the children's aid office building because my father with the woman he cheated on, and her daughter (step sister older then me by 1 year) married him in december while I was living with him at age 13 for 300days (took custody of me to get court to stop child support) then back into government fosterhomes until I was 18.
Worse then that. The whole family, my dad his wife and her 3 kids (im31) 32F,, 38F, 40M, and wife's parents and siblings all went to Dominican Republic for the wedding. Family got one whole week there for Christmas while their honeymoon was just another week stay so they didnt even come back to canada for my birthday.. was sent to "inverhuron" 200m from the lake. Getting 3 feet of snow a day and shoveling was my punishment, I'm still confused why I was always punished for literally just existing.. stepsister told me I wasn't supposed to survive... I was supposed to die...
I always have wished for a family.... and still wish today someone will notice me and realize I'd do anything to make a friendship. Let alone that I spend the last 2 years loyal to an unfaithful and manipulative woman who literally goes to lauier university for ENGLISH AND PSYCOLOGY.